1st death
Finally, a patient died on my oncall night.
My first cardiac arrest. I had to conduct the resuscitation.
It was still early in the morning. I was sleeping at that time. Staff nurse rang my room saying patient was unresponsive. One word came out from my mouth “Hah??” I just grabbed my tudung and ran to the ward. Patient already in asystole at that time. Old, frail lady with advanced bladder cancer. I did the CPR, called her death, informed family members then filled in lotzzzz of forms.. *sigh*
The deceased daughter-in-law came to me, hug me, cried and said.. “Thank you, doctor”
Suddenly…
I hate this job

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