west end

As i’m writing this blog, my eyes and ears are on the TV watching national geographic. It shows the making of “the lord of the ring the musical” in west end, london. Gosh i miss london!! I miss watching theatre so much! LOTR was the last theatre mimie and i watched together before graduation. Our last trip together

There are times when i lock myself and have a deep thought about my life. Am i making the right decision coming back and working in Malaysia? Obviously i would love working in the UK. In fact i think i will be fine working there. There are so many things i want to do and experience. Things that i am not able to do in my hometown obviously..

things have change. i need to adapt. it’s sad though. but life has to move on.

last few pages

The last few pages of my ‘medical life’ story…

Time flies. lallalalalaaa… I’m finishing medical. 12 days to go..yippie!!! I need to make sure I didn’t make a single mistake in my last few days. Otherwise 1 month extension. no no no no!!

How am i feeling now? Great. It is a hard and complicated posting. But i’ve learnt how to be a good, competent, SAFE doctor in medical posting then in other posting. In medicine everything has a reason. For example, a patient got a temperature spike and you’ll crack your head to find the source ..is it infection? inflammation? antibiotic fever? something is definitely wrong somewhere… the MO will stand next to me during our morning round and ask  ”ur patient is having fever, y huh? tell me.. y? ”  and as usual, i’ll give him this look jeng jeng jeng…

..donno....don't be angry..

I still remember not so long ago where i would be complaining and cursing on how i hate long working hours, sleepless night, the scolding, the pressure, the dying patients, the fussy relatives.. but now i see all of these from a different point of view. These are the like peppers you sprinkle on roast beef. Medicine means nothing without those hardship. The more difficult it is, the sweeter is the end result. The more difficult the case is, the more satisfaction i get in the future. Weird it is, but it’s the truth

Currently i’m taking care of the ICU and the H1N1 isolation ward. Dem the second wave is coming. My patients are getting more and more and everyone is coughing!!! I’m behind the mask all the time. And you know what, I don’t even care to put on my lip gloss or blusher. Pakai pun saper nampak :p hehehehe….

As i’m writing this blog, i feel like i’m more confident then ever to face the rest of my medical career. It’s sad to think that I have another year to wait before i can go back to medical. Not as a HO but as a MO  :). Wish me luck peeps~!

kungfu panda moooood~~~~hiyaaaaaaaaaaaa!

i really2 need to watch kungfu panda.

haven’t had a good laugh in ages!!!

i wanna watch kungfu panda now!! now!!

i marry anyone who give me a big ‘kungfu panda’ teddy bear hehehehehe..

political pressure

medicine is a noble job. the job meant to help people, giving hope, being sincere and equal. but some people don’t understand these. those who are selfish.. think only for their own benefit, and put others aside. These people would do everything they can to make sure their request is fulfil at the expense of others. i am so ashamed to think that i have to bow to their request. dem the politician. don’t use political pressure in medicine. if you demand this and that, go to the private hospital straight away. there are patients who are more ill, critical and need the hospital bed or referral more than you or your love one need. Argh!! geramnyer!!!

i’m back..

hehehe…it looks like this blog is dead.

but here i am!!!

anyway, it’s still raya …. so i would like to take this opportunity to wish selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin to my frens and readers..

Raya 2009